My world has lost its colour.
All i see is black and white,
and shades of grey.
I don't want the world to see me like this.
I need my haven of peace.
To friends who care:
Thank you for walking with me all this way.
To those unknown:
Please give me my haven of peace.
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A girl by the name of iCeZ.
Born on 17th March 1983.
Enjoys Music: Listening, Playing & Singing inclusive.
Also crazy about basketball with the Slingers but moving further and further from it.
Pain Addiction = Wakeboarding.
I'm CoLd... So DoNt ToUcH Me...
Thursday, May 25, 2006 Consequences...
For every action, there is a reaction. be it good or bad, it still happens and most often is irreversible. And in my case, i'm suffeing the consequences of my actions. Things happen be it whether you expect it or not. Though they could have been avoid, but who can avoid the unexpected? And as above, one can't turn back time. So no matter how i wish i can, i can only regret that such a thing happen. Haven't been sleeping or eating well since that faithful night. Don't quite understand why. It's not so much what happened but more of the fact of maybe losing a friend. it sounds ridiculous but hey! my life is full of nonsense. And my pool of friends have been shrinking, dwindling, nearly non-existantial.. Been plagued by moodswings especially at night when it gets dark, quiet and lonely. Questions start popping up in my head although honestly it's still plain rubbish. And i realised i've started to pin my hopes on anywhere i can hoping for things too far-fetched. Only to realise and laugh at my own insanity not much later. Should i go ask for sleeping pills? anti-depressants? Prozac maybe. Haa~ I need to escape from all this. A harbour to rest. My haven of peace...
