My world has lost its colour.
All i see is black and white,
and shades of grey.
I don't want the world to see me like this.
I need my haven of peace.
To friends who care:
Thank you for walking with me all this way.
To those unknown:
Please give me my haven of peace.
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A girl by the name of iCeZ.
Born on 17th March 1983.
Enjoys Music: Listening, Playing & Singing inclusive.
Also crazy about basketball with the Slingers but moving further and further from it.
Pain Addiction = Wakeboarding.
I'm CoLd... So DoNt ToUcH Me...
Saturday, August 12, 2006 Falling into a bottomless pit...
Once again i ask, is this persistence or plain stupidity. After so much that has happened, i still continue to go on this process: Thinking of you, bothering or giving in to you, getting mad at you, pretending nothing happened and start thinking of you again. And each time i just get hurt deeper and deeper. Although nobody realises it since i have to act all chirpy, i just keep digging this hole deeper and deeper into a bottomless pit. And after getting to know more and going through everything, i end up hating myself instead of hating you. Why did i have to fall? Why must i get so worked up over you? Why must i be so tolerant or fake ignorance? Why can't i stop myself from doing all these things? Just plenty of "why"s to reprimand myself for my stupidity if that's what it is. And yet i can't drag myself out. Boon~ Did you spread yours to me?!
