My world has lost its colour.
All i see is black and white,
and shades of grey.
I don't want the world to see me like this.
I need my haven of peace.
To friends who care:
Thank you for walking with me all this way.
To those unknown:
Please give me my haven of peace.
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A girl by the name of iCeZ.
Born on 17th March 1983.
Enjoys Music: Listening, Playing & Singing inclusive.
Also crazy about basketball with the Slingers but moving further and further from it.
Pain Addiction = Wakeboarding.
I'm CoLd... So DoNt ToUcH Me...
Sunday, October 29, 2006 Driving myself Senseless... Part 2
Been so caught up with work and stuff to update so shall have to skip some days and just talk about some interesting things of more significance. Let's see.. I stopped on 18/10.. so continue from that saturday, 21/10... Went wakeboarding with Dawn and Anne since we all weren't satisfied with the last session. I had agreed to make breakfast for everyone since Dawn came up with the idea and i was free on friday to go grocery shopping and prepare. Well, i won't deny that it was kinda with HIM in mind as well. I made sandwiches (Tuna, Egg Mayo and Ham & Cheese) as well as sushi maki (tuna, crabstick and cucumber). Its been a long while since i last prepare any food stuff. Haha. When we were on the boat, Dawn starting hinting me to offer HIM the food but i didn't want to 'cos i felt that it would be really weird. But worse, Dawn actually said, "Aye, May made breakfast leh. Specially for you." ARGH! Dawn darling, please spare me! Anyway, He did end up eating and was saying that i must have woke up very early to make it. Hehe~ Well, i feel kinda relieved that He didn't shun away but just took things as a joke. Even when Dawn teased and asked Him what he wanted to eat next time so i would make it for Him, He just joked that he would treat Dawn to "prata" next time.. with unlimited sauce of sea water that is. Haha! And once again we took our revenge together by teasing Dawn with Jim. =P Fast forward Tuesday since i spent most of time time rushing assignments... Tuesday was a public holiday but there i was stuck at home trying to crack my brain over CAE442 assignment. couldn't thnk of anything so went to toa payoh to get some books before coming home to continue working. But after having stared at the computer for more than 10hours in total, it was still blank. STRESS! Couldn't take it any longer and decided to head out for a drink. Where else would i think of going... Loof. Haha~ Well, it was both geniunely to have a drink and relax and also in hope to catch a glimpse of Him. But unfortunately, no signs of Him and with Iris's prompting, asked a staff about Him and whether He was the boss there or was He just working there. Comes out He's the assistant manager there but even Iris was suspecting that he was either the boss or owned shares there. Oh yeah, i just recalled monday night; how i was waiting for a seat at Minds Cafe with Desmond and gang and ended up walking all the way to Odeon Tower and back, just wondering if He was there. Well, i believe He was but don't ask my why. Don't wanna sound scary. Haha! Didn't go wakeboarding as usual on wednesday due to various reasons so we postphoned it to Friday. So i spent the day at home rushing assignment and in the evening, i actually found the guts to go down to Ai Qing Hai (Musicdreamers Cafe) to audition as their female singer. Was really nervous while waiting for my turn and rehearsing but i'm really grateful for the people there who were very nice and especially my accompanist/guitarist Haoyuan. He tried to calm me down, find my key and even to rehearse through the whole song. Really appreciated. Unfortunately, i didn't get in and didn't get a chance to thank him for everything. Sigh... Was actually thinking that i would get in but... Well, will consider if i'll upload the recording of performance... Anyway, after that i gave Dawn a call to see where she was as we were planning a surprise birthday celebration for Iris at waketime on friday. She had just closed the shop and started joking on where i wanted to meet her and told me to just say that i wanted to go Loof. LOL! But honestly that was not my intention lor! But anyway, we did end up going there and saw Him and Shane. He came over to chit-chat and was kinda blur since He had thought we were riding the next day on Thurday. We told Him about the plan for Iris's b-day and phones starting ringing. Both His and Dawn. So He went to answer His call and Dawn her's; leaving me there. Don't know why but felt kinda down suddenly at seeing Him and His response. He didn't return until He was about to leave. Confirmed how we were going to arrange for the cake and then He went home as He was too tired. Sigh.. Why this weird feeling... Well.. it's getting lengthy so shall stop here. Will continue so i can include tomorrow (or technically today) since i'm going wakeboarding with Dawn. Haha~ I'm losing my mind...
