My world has lost its colour.
All i see is black and white,
and shades of grey.
I don't want the world to see me like this.
I need my haven of peace.
To friends who care:
Thank you for walking with me all this way.
To those unknown:
Please give me my haven of peace.
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A girl by the name of iCeZ.
Born on 17th March 1983.
Enjoys Music: Listening, Playing & Singing inclusive.
Also crazy about basketball with the Slingers but moving further and further from it.
Pain Addiction = Wakeboarding.
I'm CoLd... So DoNt ToUcH Me...
Sunday, December 17, 2006 Going Insane...
Okay, haven't post anything for 2 weeks.. Well.. Been bz during this time and yeah~ It's been 2 weeks of not having Him around.. But i'll just keep things short before Mr Chicken Head, aka Neo, complain of me writing essay again. =P I left off when i was going to take my M9. Yeap, i passed and i've completed my AIMS course as well, so now it's just waiting for contract and i'll officially be a financial adviser with Prudential. So anyone wanna look through your financial report and get some insurance or investment? Haha~ Then the part where i applied for the Singapore-HongKong Youth Exchange under Southwest CDC. Was damn confident of getting in after my 1st interview but walking out from the 2nd.. i knew it was gone. Bloody politics again. Anyway, recently so much has happened with the guys around me. Am i really just wanting to play? Or just that i don't know what i want. Maybe it's just 'cos i know i won't get what i want. It's till a stage where i really wonder what am i doing at times and that i don't know myself anymore. The 2 weeks without Him around maybe did make me lose my mind a little. So for 2 weeks i kept myself busy with work till He came back on Friday. Didn't dare to message Him to see if He was back until yesterday night 'cos i didn't know the gals didn't arrange for wakeboarding session today. Only Amelia was interested but wanted to have kakis to go along. Ended up asking if He was back and for a slot but then having to cancel since nobody else wanted to go. Then was surprised when He called. Asked if i wanted to ride along with His other customer who was alone as well. Really nice of Him to have offered. Was so looking forward to today's session when it started to rain just as i was leaving my house. My phone rang and it was Him. My heart kinda sank 'cos i knew it was to cancel the session due to the rain. WHY?! Bloody rain.. I miss you...
