My world has lost its colour.
All i see is black and white,
and shades of grey.
I don't want the world to see me like this.
I need my haven of peace.
To friends who care:
Thank you for walking with me all this way.
To those unknown:
Please give me my haven of peace.
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A girl by the name of iCeZ.
Born on 17th March 1983.
Enjoys Music: Listening, Playing & Singing inclusive.
Also crazy about basketball with the Slingers but moving further and further from it.
Pain Addiction = Wakeboarding.
I'm CoLd... So DoNt ToUcH Me...
Saturday, January 06, 2007 What should i think...
After the previous post, i was suppose to go to bed but i ended up falling asleep at 5am when i was going wakeboarding the next day. Well, i had actually decided not to sms JR that night since we were messaging each other the past few nights and i didn't wanna take the initiative as well. But the phone beeped and he asked for my email address and sent me the photos of Alexey and some which we took together. Well, just thanked him and stuff so it stopped for awhile there till he msged me again to ask why i was still awake. Said i just got offline and was going to bed and asked what about him. He said it was one of those sleepless nights and wished he was drunk so as to sleep better. Asked him what was wrong and to quote him that drinking wasnt good for health but he didn't wanna talk about it and instead asked me then why am i always drinking. This led to discussing about relationship stuff.. That i have guys who like me but i'm not interested but like one i can't have instead. He asked why and that there were many refs around for me to choose from and tried to promote them to me. But i just don't have the feel for these guys so he asked whom do i have feel for. My initial answer was for myself.. and then i did something naughty. I said what if i have feel for him then? He thought i was joking and not to pull his leg so i said, don't believe sua. Haha~ I know i was kinda insane to say something like that but well, i was kinda curious to know his response. But he just responded that he doesn't have the x-factor to attract gals that's why he's still single. I was also insane enough to ask him about the rumour i heard that he was after Gwen.. He neither agreed nor denied but asked whom i heard it from and repeated that he was single.. I told him there's so many female refs around now for him to consider, maybe he just didnt noticed if any were interested.. i also asked him if there were any he liked so i might go kaypoh for him. Haha~ Well, he didn't reply lar. Aiya, i think i was really kinda insane lar but well, it was a pretty "interesting" conversation... But should i make anything of it?
